~Oh yea~ ♥

Oh yea..!!

YES!!!! I make it!!

Yesterday I told him thank you after school..♥

And he said ''En en''..

Damn happy la weih..^^

I feel quite happy after telling him..

When I went back home, I also didn't used kinda loud voice, bad attitude to talk to my family's..

Smiling with them..^^

Have jokes with them..

Hahax..

Between I was damn HAPPY!!

But untill at night, sunddenly I think bout him and cried for him again..><''

HaizZ....depressed..

(Just because I still can't forget bout you), so thats why?!

Today had a sad sad news..

Another couple break again..><''

Worrying bout them la weihh..

Althought is non of my buisness, but they are my friendz!!

So worry bout friendz is normal, right?!

Its happen to them, but makes me rush back to the memories when we are together!!!!><''

I miss the memories that we are together la weih..><''

HaizZ..My heart goes ''bii bopp, bii bopp''..doesn't know why?!
Lolx..
Althought I doesn't know whats your mind thinking about now?!
But I'll still think positive as well..^^
Sorry that I really have to continue loving you..♥
Please let me do this ya..
Because I still can't let you go..
Althought maybe you didn't have any of me in your mind..
Althought is not worth it too..
Do you know that, when I've trouble the 1st person that I think ''is YOU''!!!!
Honestly, maybe I can said that, I still treat you as....hmm....The person that close to me or can said is ''boyfriend'' gua?! Hmm....><'' ♥
Sometimes I really doesn't know what myself thinking about?!
HaizZ....
I just can said ''I LOVE YOU''!!!!
Hope that 1 day you will accept the truth..
And be with me again..^^
I'll continue waiting for you..
I pray that we will be together again..♥

Regret again~ Thx~

HaizZ..
Yor....Regret yesterday I didn't said thank you to you after school..><'' Thx for helping me to settle the thing ya.. I not enough brave to tell you..Sorry.. But I really wanna to..... ><''
And I think I'll tell it today after school..
Hope I can make it la..
Pray pray 1st..
Hmm....

Yesterday after koko, Me/Alyssa/Michelle/JunBin/YanHao/Carmen/Ivy went to Kelly's house together..We have spaghetti for lauch together, have fun together too..hahax..^^
Love that moment so much!! ♥
Oh~ Thx for the guys for helping us wash the plate while girls are tying the hair, preparing to school..^^
Thank You!!
Better than me la, didn't help to cook some more..><'' Sorry..
Hey, wonder guys will cut garlic ?! Yea..They will leh!!
Woah..I get shock!!
Because I doesn't even know how to cut?!
Paiseh Paiseh..
Sometimes we argue, but look at the moment yesterday..
It touched..I really appreciate it..
Look at their photo that carmen's upload at facebook..
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/album.php?aid=46048&id=100000275649814
Damn Nice la weih..

Lolx

Hey..^^

I'm glad that when I need someone to chat, you're here for me..

I'm glad that you've gave me a lots and lots of chance..

I'm glad that you treat me as a BFF..
I'm glad that you've been change your attitude..
Thx you alot for these..><''
I've realise that I've really change..

And by the way im getting worst and WORST!!!! Damn it!!
I doesn't know why?!

I know you will said ''because I follow with my gang of friendz'' isn't it?!
I don't think so, because I follow with a gang of friendz, thats why I only change?!
No way, I don't think is like this..(maybe)
Or can I tell you that, this time I change my attitude is because i've been single now..><''

Miracle thing will be happen anytime or anywhere..

So maybe is the reason too ya..^^

I doesn't admit it previously because I didn't realise that I've change..

I feel that Im still the same..(thats truth)

But now I only feel that..

Tell you the truth..
I admit that I've really changes alot..
I know this..
But I've no way to know the reason why?!
If can I really need to know..
But I can tell you..Previously you said i've change my attitude..
I can said THAT IS because of this!!!! Don't ask me why?! Because me myself also doesn't know the reason?! lolx....><''
I also wanna the old VANESSA KEE!!!! But maybe is too late for it..
Or someone can try to help me?! I'll be glad for you..^^
Hey..Can I tell you something?!
It will be very hurt for you, if you know this as well..
I apologize to you if I really hurt you ya..
Don't you think that you always argue with me then I'll just let you?!
Tell you the reason..
Because I doesn't like to argue with friendz, expecially I treat them as BFF..
But now I doesn't wanna to....Coz I really can't do it anymore!!
Im so SORRY..
I too broad minded/ 我太大方了..I can't let it happen again..
I told myself that I always let people win..
What about me?! Do I need to win also?!
Is stupid/idiot keep doing like this!!Im a human being too, have to survive also..
Lolx....
So rather I change my mind, I don't wanna be like this anymore..
Just let me to be selfish abit..
And about your attitide..
I think you're kinda narrow minded/小气 person..
Honestly tell you the truth..
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!
Im sorry..
Sometime I really wanna scold bad word,but not infront of you?!
Because I really beh tahan your attitude jor!!!!
At last I also didn't scold it out, because I told myself that I still treat you as friendz..
And I seldom or can said I didn't said before too?!
Tuesday, when I went recess with you..I told u some secret..
But you use that to zat me zat me..
Walao....Ask u to stop or I just pretend that im angry, but you still keep on zat me..
Hmm..Excuse..who's the 1 who zat me 1st using the guy name?! Thats why I don't wanna care bout you..lolx..><'' I just pretend that im angry, actually I won't so easily get angry geh..
But the opposite way..You angry bout me.. PUI!! Laa weihh..
Who keep zat me untill non-stop?! YOU!!!! And I dont't even angry.. Damn!!
Overall you the 1 who zat me and you the 1 who angry..LOLX!!
Im sorry I said till like this..I really very gekk jor....
I can't stop myself for being like this..><''
Repeat the same thing again: I CAN'T STAND YOUR ATTITUDE!!!!
Shit!!!!
I doesn't wanna argue with you actually..
But you always did the same thing, make yourself don't wanna choi me at school..
Lolx..I DON'T CARE!!!! I said hey to you..but you dun care bout me.. I smile to you, but you didn't care bout me....because I doesn't know you're angry bout me?!?! That's why Im STUPID.. I'll not ever did these idiotic thing again..
I change my attitude/character..
So please understand me~~><"
I really wanna cry it out..
I know that I always cry..But I think crying, it will be much better for me..
I'll feel better as well..><''
But the thing is my tears doesn't wanna drop it out..
Is all dry..
Slap me/ hit me/ bit me/ kick me or try to scold me, let me know whats call pain pain..(hurt)

Hope that you will read this..
And of cause understand it..^^

Thaipusam day

Today ia a Thaipusam public holiday..
Woke up at 12:45pm..
HahaxX..Is kinda late oh~~(paiseh)
~Very tired marh..2 days woke up so early at 6 o'clock..
So today is a very good day for me to sleep till enough..(tambah energy)><''
Hehe....
And now im updating my blog+ doing homework and of cause FACEBOOK too!!
Ohh~~Heard that facebbok is gonna shut?!
My god~~Cannot shut la!! What should I do without facebook!!
Damn bored la weih~~
Twitter?! Friendster?!
No way!! I want FACEBOOK!!!!^^
lolx..
Doing BM homework, KH homework and GEO~~
HaizZ..><'' Yesterday doesn't know how to answer Pn.Leong question, so kena punish to write 20 sentence of ''Ibu manis sudah meninggal dunia semasa di 3 tahun..''
She knows that we didn't read but still wanna asked us..
Fushh..Perhaps not only me kena others people also the same..lolx
hahax..

Ohh~~My parent's let me go Justin Bieber concert on April 21st..
But I still havent do my decision yet..
Want go or don't want?!
Want or Not?!
Still don't know yet..haizZ..><''
Don't wanna waste the money there?!
I can save the money and buy a new camera?!
swt =='' (aiyaa..later only do my decision la)

Split

Yesterday 14/1 night, I went for dancing class..

Our teacher's Ms.Gan didn't come..><

So we do our own thing..

Hmm.....

Finally I can work out my split in the air..

Yeahh....

Hahax..

With the chair..

Today when I woke up, my leg was very painful..><

But anyway, is worth it!!!!^^

对不起，我爱你

HaizZ....
Yesterday 13/1 you let a malay teacher scold and u looks unhappy/moody..
I feel like slapping the teacher..lolx
After recess you didn't went in to the class for 1st period..
Do you know that Im worry bout you?!
And I told Michelle that ''I wanna hug you'' and said ''Sorry, I Love You'' ''对不起，我爱你''!!!!
But I scared that you will ask me to go away/push me away!!
HaizZ....It will make me no face already, if u did that to me..
Between I also do not know what are you thinking about in your mind..
If one day, I really did that will you accept or ignore me?!?!
Honestly, I really wanna to do it..
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